awak is gone, like 7 hours back track from my time and like a million miles apart. while he's in Manchester and Germany, for 3 weeks. im here. dying crying wondering whers his call. i shud have nvr agreed to him going off. am i an asshole or wat. deep in my heart im happy but on the oth end.im fucking woorrrriiedd. how is he doing? is he tinking of me?is he ok?has he eaten?is he cold?
i cant stop crying. the last tym i saw him, he was singing and jumping2 "always look on the bright side of life..whistle whistle.."then i was like. "OK I CAN DO THIS! AWAK GO! GET LOOSTT!!!" then he kissed my forehead and he said "watever happen i promise i wont forget about u" then i said back "OK GO! SHOOOO!" then i tahan the cab then off i go. then he called me i say "oi dun call la. make me stress.just go" that point of time, he left 1 hr b4 he put his backside on the plane. then suddenly i found myself crying all over the bed so bad. and JENG JENG. my hp ring. IT WAS AWAK!! he call, outside the plane to say "BYE BYE AWAK and PLS DUN CRY AWAK" then he went.
then silent.
then i cry.at work. in the bus. before i sleep.
wat if he kenna kidnapped?