So yesterday my mum cleared all her clothes in my cupboard.
I went home ran into my room. Then I stared deeply at the big empty cupboard-for a very very very long time.

I sat slowly, on the floor.

My heart was beating damn fast. Dunno why.

My cupboard looks so different now. No more Mama’s & Effa’s baju kurung.
It is an empty cupboard. Empty.
Empty.

And I am going to fill it up with Dean's clothes in that cupboard, in my room.
My room will have Dean's clothes in my cupboard.
My clothes will be placed next to him.
Our clothes will be shared in that cupboard.
Our clothes will be hanged neatly next to one another, in that cupboard, in my room.
Dean’s clothes- in my room-in my old cupboard-hanging next to mine-in my old cupboard.



Ok,