i understood their curiosity :)
lol,
let me share you this stupid tale.
i was a girl dying of freedom. at an early age i met the man of my dream. i wanted to flyyy so high with him. he showed me the meaning of life at such an early stage of our relationship.
he gave me so much. hope.
i soon realize that my dreams could come true because of this frog i met.
i can't wait for that dream to come true. i was only 17!
like i believe i can flyy you know, with his arms around me!
he was my magic.
so we decide to just took the risk and fight for this dreams. we tried convincing our folks and tell ourselves, we shall not lose.
we were nothing. we are young and so unexperienced, but we braved ourselves. i had a lot of faith in him. i believe he can give me the wings to fly. i believe so much in him where no one does, including himself.
i believe that this world, this WORLD is full of magic. that every dreams can come true that dreams are all there waiting for you to chase it.
i threw my dream to further study in uni for this man. i knew in my heart he is worth it!
people laughed at my silly thoughts but i knew in my heart, i made the right choice.
i followed my heart took a risk made sacrifices and here we are.
3.633 more months.
and i know, life would be very fulfilled after that,
i know, i can finally flyy and breathe, with his arms,
life is all about choices and i made the perfect choice and sticking with it!
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this lyric of my fav song meant so much.
Some people tell me, that you're not my kind
And i believe them, but i can't get you out of my mind
Some people tell me that i should stay away
Maybe I will... some other day
'Cause it feel right
And it feels good
And i don't do always that i should
And I know what makes me happy
And in my heart you're it exactly
I don't wanna do right, I just want you tonight
Not just only in my dreams
Save my best behavior, for a little later
'Cause I'm only 17
Think i made my mind up, i got time to grow up
Face responsibility
Livin' in the moment, keepin' my heart open
While I'm only 17
(Only 17...)
I'll learn my lessons, and i'll make mistakes
And If i get burned (get burned), it'll be my heart to break
It isn't easy, hearing what they say
Sometimes you've got to take a leap of faith
'Cause it feel right
And it feels good
And I'm not gonna do something stupid
Just this once, i wanna feel like
I can do what i want when i hold tight
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do right, I just want you tonight
Not just only in my dreams
Save my best behavior, for a little later
'Cause I'm only 17
Think i made my mind up, i got time to grow up
Face responsibility
Livin' in the moment, keepin' my heart open
While I'm only 17
(Only 17...)
[Bridge:]
Anyone, who's ever been in love
Has got to know
What it means to have a dream
And no one can say anything
To change my mind, no, not this time
I don't wanna do right, I just want you tonight
Not just only in my dreams
Save my best behavior, for a little later
'Cause I'm only 17
Think i made my mind up, i got time to grow up
Face responsibility
Livin' in the moment, keepin' my heart open
While I'm only 17
(Only 17...)
Baby, got time to grow up...
.. to face responsibility...
...hopin'... open...
Cause I'm only 17...
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one step at a time.... :)